trying to control myself

moved on...

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 21:21:34 GMT

Hi there, I'm moving along, so please visit this missdarkmood livejournal to add me again...
=^.^=
I hope see you there!

Yep, I had a great birthday...

Her name still being Samy...

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 19:49:23 GMT

It started with a pretty little girl, nine years old and long black hair called Samy. Right, we already know that story, but for some funny way she became more than just "teh Samy"...
How can I explain? I dunno cause it was so confuse!
She never visit me, she belongs to a trilogy of japonese horror with a likely girl called Sadako, but for some reason I dunno why, she was lifted to another level of affettion.
Perhaps she's a good girl... Or maybe the song is so pathetic - yeah, it is - and it calls attention from everyone.
*now sit down and listen to a campfire tale*
Once upon a time... I was just playing some chords in my dear Portman, Re (D) and Sol (G), nothing else better than it and begun to write something like that:
"I have a little fella who likes to scare she has nine years old and a long black hair... Lalala..."
No big deal... Then I finished the lyrics with Samara Morgan's biografy!!!
I got some reasons to play that song to my dear friends, cause it was so funny and unreal, and at the same time so lovely! Well coincidences happens all the time, and Katrina Hurricane came down to USA an week later I finished the song. And Samy lived in New Orleans... o.O Yay! I talked with my friends, "No, I will change this stupid lyric, she cannot live in N.O. It's not fair.", but I thank now who said to me: "Don't care! The music is fine! Screwed it!"... I'm not so rude like this...
So I left it... The song became a legend, to someday (a while ago) I played in our reheasal, Danny brought the violin solo and Ivolino just put that tinny-winny pretty thing of chinese strings at the begin of the song. That's it, Samy was born. When Tia Rica e Luis came to our trio, she put a jingle of axe-music/samba/whatever to extend the song to introduce ourselves on the stage and Luis made a weird bass to her, just like Mario Bros theme =^.^=
But coincidences happens all the time, right? Yeah, I was walking along with Danny, singing Samy so loudly and when we crossed the street, baaaaam! The guy behind us was knocked down by a damn car... In our front, and we sang Samy!!! Yaaaay!!! That was creepy...
Almost 2 years passed by and Samy is recorded in our first cd and she's the final song of our shows, everybody laughs and sings and don't understand a fuck about this little girl with long black hair, who walks around New Orleans at the Halloween and lives inside a stony well...
Samara Morgan is a psycho kid, I cannot lie, but I don't understand WTH the people who goes to our shows wants to heard her song... It's a kind morbid I think...

Samy (Lyrics by Bruna, melody by Arthica)
I gotta a little hunny who likes to scare
She got nine years old and long black hair
Oh Samy, her name is Samy.
(I changed this line cause SOMEONE told me it was a kind slash... ¬¬ Oh dear...)

I got my guitar and she likes to play
She loves to scream 'Seven Days'
But it's okay, her name is Samy
(And changed this one cause ANOTHER person told me what means Holy Joe.)

Since I met her my life was changed
Mommy Daddy, Evil D. and Crazy Trent
Oh Samy, her name is Samy.
(Everyone who asked me who is this 2 persons right there, I didn't answer... Keep the mind busy! =^.^=)

And when comes day of Halloween
We walk around New Orleans
Oh Samy, her name is Samy.
(It will become a HUGE mitholy... But she lives there, now I'm sure...)

My dear pretty darling don't you worry
I won't kick your cat ugly-furry
Oh Samy, her name is Samy.
("THAT thing" calls Chaminho and REALLY exist. Thank to you who introduced me to him, haha!)

And if you heard someone ringing the bell
Cause it's time to sleep on that Well
Oh Samy, her name is Samy.
(Pretty obvious? Yep!)

Ps: I didn't say about her VHS tape... Pitty ¬¬ Next time I write about the T.V. and the psychodelic tape.

By the way... I heard Samy grow up and appears in some another horror movie... (???) And I wait like an optimistic to see her in Silent Hill Movie - even though I know she wasn't there in the game...
Now I'll take my popcorn and watch the Ring-u again, haha...
Haha, her mother's name is Anna Morgan? Seriously? I shall call someone with Ana Morgan, I just love the first name... (Not because of my elder sister, who called Ana Carolina, but "Ana" in Latim means: "No" of denial, haha!)

Rindo pra não chorar

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 21:26:28 GMT

Não custa nada escrever em portuga nham?
Okay.
Começo o estágio supervisionado amanhã, estou tremendo as canelinhas praticamente, deixei beeeem claro pra tia da escola que eu NÃO vou dar aulas, NÃO vou substituir professor algum e que NÃO tenho noção ALGUMA do que seja esse tréco de ensinar...
Cara isso é super estranho, estava eu falando uns anos atrás que não iria de jeito maneira fazer isso e agora sou obrigada senão fico devendo matéria...
Mas espero qu ea experiência mude a minha forma de ver o ensino brasileiro.
Nham, que mais que aconteceu?

O cd da banda está quase pronto, faltam só as vozes, gravaremos lá para setembro, pois o meu gêmulo Hydora pegou uma virose de mandos tão terrenha que esse final de semana todo que ficamos na casa do baixista Luís - jogando Zelda, comendo besteira e falando abobrinha - ele tava numa febre horrenda - incrível como ele ainda estava lúcido... Ou não?

Seilá o que houve na minha vida social, o povo da banda não me larga, a gente se diverte, se estrumbica, mas tá todo mundo junto, acho que isso se chama confiança, nham?
*coisa que anda em falta no estoque*

O violão novo foi batizado e canonizado de Claire - por causa de certa personagem no meu livro Drumstorm, aí é outra história, vcs vão ter que vir aki óh pra ver sobre o que eu trato - terei que escutar James Blunt pro resto da semana ATÉÉÉ decorar a maledeta música do Fiófó - se bem que High é legas... O cd é legas em si, mas essa do Fiófó já encheu, meu!

E tem uma pancada de coisa pra fazer ainda e eu gostei de escrever na língua de Caminha e de Camões - não, tendências slash não são procuradas ao se falar essa frase ambígüa!

E nham, seilá, visitem o Arthica.net e o nosso mais novo Fórum Arthicos para verem as notícias da banda e baixar as músicas.

Ps: e como não pode faltar - e como não consigo me conformar com as eleições, inventei essas aki:

Eu voto no tiozão do Senadoooooo!!!
PsII: Beeeetany, cherie, eu preciso da sua ajudaaaa!!!

Nienna Lives!!!

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 21:28:50 GMT

Nienna Lives!!!
*fangirl mode on*

Oh dear, Call me when you're sober
And this is a girl who sings just like Nienna so I felt I'm nearly to die on envy of her...
And for Mandos's Sake!!! Pyramid Head from Silent Hill too!!!
*squeeeeeeeeeeee*

Ps: Still don't get it the lyrics... Vampires get high?! "Call me when you're sober... sober..."

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 21:43:24 GMT

Changing the layout like I change my shirt, I can't help it...
Great news in www.arthica.net and finally I could post 3 of lots of chapters from my dear almost-there-book Drumstorm in my website
*freaky-wiki-wiki*

And I'll do a mood theme for this girl, yeah, yeah...

Nope,I'm not dead...

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 21:45:09 GMT

My little chuchus just arrived!!!
Ju,Lilica,Mateus and my little elder-sister Aninha.
I'm happy as I can be!!!
Ps: Back to school ¬¬ godammit...
Editing:
I dunno why but I had to laugh about it:
'Do you have a favourite type of tree?'
Dido replies: One that I can climb without killing myself.

Yeaaaaah, my little elvish sister rooooocks!!!
I just read it on her official website and even if this quote is a quite fool, I thought is a great punch-line...

Cause I'm bored!

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 20:08:50 GMT

Yeah, so I did a lots of stupid icons...
Teaser:

- - - - - - - - - - -

And I didn't put them in a exactly order...
I know that ones is all about "Sanity is relative" and some is to Hermione/Fleur and other with Nienna a.k.a. Amy Lee wants to kill me...
Oh yeah! Irish Karma!!!
Dude I'm feeling soooo zzzzzzz...

Ps: This song *points to music* is an inspiration to fanfics...
Thanks Dolores...
Ps2: I have to go home cause I found Xena - Warrior Princess is the MOST of fun to a Slash Writer like me - yeah, I'm lazy to find out it early ¬¬
Ps3: Duuuuude, go to You Tube and watch our videos, duuuude, it wasn't me there! I have a huge theory about Matrix!!!

WE ARE ON THE RADIO STATION!!!

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 19:40:38 GMT

*having some mind attacks and passed out right now*

We, the Arthica Band, yeah, yeah, we are on the Radio Station!!!
I heard it right now, when I was going off home to work and I just turned on the radio - Radio Central 87,9fm Betim City - and...
And I've been in love all night and I've been lose... lalala

For Eru's & Nienna's Sake, I'm feeling so proud of myself... *breathless*
Everything finally is changing! Haha, I'm feeling that something will happen to us, and yeah, I want Pringles and M&M's in my dressing room =^-^=

Ps: Previous Light was our song played on the radio... And guess who wrote this one?
*points to herself*
PsII: Thanks St.Patrick for give me such lovely day!

My new mood theme!

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 20:32:58 GMT

*fireworks and many spark things*
yay! I've changed my mood theme!
I made it ALL myself, I took the pics, I changed the size and... Awww I'm so proud of myself now...
*hugs herself*

Selene from Underworld, of corrs it has to be her, cause I can't think anyone else except my dear lovely Underworld Vampiress...
*hugs herself again*

Anyway, I just came here to say it and remind everyone who lives near me that our next show i'll be July 7, next friday!!!
See you soon darlings!

Arthica Official Website

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 16:36:39 GMT

*squeeeee mode³ on*

Okay, I know, I'm off, but this incredible news I'd have to post here!!!

http://www.arthica.co.nr/

It's alive!!!
Our first official website!!!
Our band is online right now, and I hope you guys visit and comment about us.
Nham, sorry it's all Portuguese, but soon as possible I'll do a English version.
Oh yeah, Max Summers who made some videos from our band here
And this one makes me laugh sooo much, cause I hate sooo much this song, but these girls just screwed all up, haha. Lovely!

Hope you guys have some fun this weekend,
I'll see you soon!

xx Miss Darkmood xx

Bring the Elf back!!!

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 19:56:11 GMT

I'm back, I'm sure noone missed me but I missed everyone!!!
Now I'll just post this thing above here and say bye again, cause I'm off from University until august.
And for Eru's sake, I swear for Nienna, I gained that one in the bus:

Pt: Betany!!! Alguém escreveu errado na nota de Zum Real procê!!! Ai que felicidade, fez meu dia!!!
Saudades dos meu morecoooos!!!

See you later...
Hugs and kisses from Miss Darkmood!

(...) Its the end of the world as we know it & I feel fine (...)

Mon, 15 May 2006 21:11:04 GMT

There's too many things I cannot even explain, there's too much silence above my head. Its not a good sigh.
I could give many excuses about all this, but I'm switching off this LiveJournal.

*pack up her things and moving out*

I'm so sorry, but it is the way it is...
I wanna thank everyone who support me all this time here, who made me laugh when I most needed, who is still out there and I really want to find someday and all of you who gave me such incredible inspiration and meaning to keep going in my life.
I hope you guys we're fine and have a nice week.
I'll miss you.

yeah right!

Thu, 11 May 2006 19:43:58 GMT

Seriously, I'll dominate the world now...
Me and my band (Oh that's soooo Eminem!) just talked about the Official Site and dandandan! It'll be me building that stuff, yay!
So, I think, I'll dominate the world now... I have Flash, I have a good connection server, I have a pretty awesome computer (thanks Renatoooo for borrowed it to us!) and I have a such incredible patience to all this world of HTML, Flash stuff...
I feel so proud of myself right now...

Okay, I wanna really reall really really (Ao cubo) thanks to julielennon and Miss morhirwen to this:

Icons???
*insert a quite machiavelic laugh here*
I guess so...
# Animes: 1 Card Captors Sakura=Herself & 2 S.E.Lain=Alice
# Movies: Constantine=Isobel Dodson
# Music: Dido a.k.a. Celebrían, my dear Elder sister u.u

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And icons to my dear sweet Lord (Oh that's soooo George Harrison!) Voldemort!

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And sure... One icon to her, my Goddess Clémence Poésy... Doesn't need Fake-Cut for her (oh that's soooo Emo!)

Tue, 09 May 2006 20:08:00 GMT

WTF?
This is my last week, this unique letters WTF says everything.
My dog Hankloud is a Black Sabbath/Ozzy Osborne's fan, I guess, last Friday he bit a pigeon, killed it and took off the head only to chewed it! WTF??? And I HAVE to clean up his mess and buried the poor bird, that was disgusting... *bleeeh*
Saturday we went to Max Summers birthday in her flat, pretty nice day, laughs and lots of movies (Oh God! I watched Garden State! Yeah,yeah! Hooray to Natalie Portman!), videos from Natalie Imbruglia, Corrs and funny things, cake and chocolate and all the candy stuff kids loves, hooray to Max Summers!
And it was just the begin of WTF weekend cause Bruna A. sent me a message, her house was just robbed, thank God, noone was there in that moment, she was having lunch with his dad.
And then, we were leaving from Belzonte, we took a van of transport, It's more cheap, more fast but it's illegal [u.u] well we were late to get home, that city wasn't easy before 6pm and the ONLY bus station was under a dark dirty scary bridge, you know [o.O]
And then, the cops stopped the van. Right, it always happens. People got out from van, so we too, then a huge cop took Ivolino's arms and screamed at his ear:
- Documents!!!
Daniel and I were like: WTF? Ivolino didn't have his documents there.
- How old are you? Why you were inside this van? Did you know it's illegal? Why didn't you take the bus?
Poor Ivolino, he couldn't said ANYTHING! Daniel said:
- Of course eveyone inside this van was completely councious about this. The other bus just come out at 7pm, too late for us who live so far and that one inside the bus station is too expensive, we don't have money to it.
The cops asked for our phone number and address, I was soooo terrified that freaky emotion appears suddenly, and I really proud of it.
- Is it really necessary?
The woman cop had a really gutural voice.
- Why do you have some problems at your home? Do you traffic drugs or something?
Daniel was so unwind! And Ivolino was like: OMFG, I don't wanna die!
My classic answer to this stupid question was:
- No, I don't think so, at least you think of having a band is a kind of crime or something...
She just looked at me and to Dany's violin, she said "no", took our numbers and address - I JUST HATE to give my address when I don't wanna to - and I asked one more time:
- Is it really necessary? Cause you doesn't stopped anyone in the van except us...
- You look very young and this whole thing is to City's Control of Passagers... blahblahblah...
Ooooh now I got it! Scream at your ear, accuse you of having some problem with drugs and scare your friends all this make part of the job! Okay! WTF yet, I didn't understand why all of this weird show, but is theirs jobs, they have mouths to feed, they have someone waiting for them at home, so don't complain. They are humans.
But really! Didn't need to scream at our ear, dear mister office. We are not morons, it's okay we are from Betim endworld, but we're not morons... And WTF I look very young? I am not a kid anymore!

At home, Karolent my mom and entwife was sick, pretty sick, she couldn't barely speak. The weekend ends soooo WTF, but you think it ends here? Nope!
Monday my particular friend, yeah that one from the last post, sent a email saying he wasn't more on this Earth: No, he didn't. We thought he would, we thought he could but he didn't. Then I was wondering if he just need some attention, everyone needs but he reached a level that really scares me, suicide e-mails doesn't comes everyday to your mail box.
We support him to NOT doing nothing before he talked to us in MSN Messenger or on the phone, my email was soooo incoherent, cause I was revolted with the simple fact that ANYONE receives the email, but me! And I asked to my Gêmulo Hydora, WTF I don't, and he just said that I'd receive it soon, yeah right! This made driving me nuts!
I bet that NOONE would sent me that email. I'd bet and I'd won!
(that's why I hate them so much in some periods of my life, they think I have knowlegde about EVERY single thing that happens away form me. No kids, I don't have fucking idea about all of you, and that's sad!)
So, yeah, I sent an answer to him and I hope he doesn't get offense about my anger, but he did it! What can I do? I'd be more and more angry if he really DID something last night, and then I'd be very fully of anger (Dark Side calls!) if that email arrived too late, well, I have the completely certain, I'd leave my band for not gave me a damn reason for WTF they not sent the email to me.
Yeah, I'm over dramatic, I enjoy it and I've feelings, I have sure that you guys will feel betrayed for your friends when your great-great-friend has killed himself and they even told you before the tragedy.
There's some days that we think about it, we get enough of everything and we want to fucked up with our lives, but then when you really see that coming, it's terrifying...
Somehow, I remember from Girl Interrupted, a line who Susanna Kaysen says: "Sometimes when you don't wanna feel, death seems to be like a dream."
In a certain way he was right, he has all the reasons to get enough from his life, but for me, outside, i think isn't fair to all of us, his friends.
And the night's over, thank God.
I'll pray for him everynight more than I used to do.

===xxx===[later]===xxx===
He sent me an email, he's fine, I little disturbed but fine.

Oh,oh my little babies, I luv them so much!!!

This pretty boy has 5 months, oh dear he has my sister's smile!

Julia is not an angel, haha! She send her elder sister to clean up her mess, haha! I love her imagination...
" - Tiaaa, pode brincar com o Senhor Paum DiHamburg? O Cavalo Salsicha dele tá bebendo agua!"

And this lady here, she's a mademoiselle! Alice is the first and favorite of my mom, but I won't give my oppinion who is more special, It will make some huuuge fights, n.n

(... Qui sont des anges, surement pas moi ...)

Tue, 02 May 2006 18:54:51 GMT

Last night I stayed awake 'til 2am, writing fanfics of corrs, nothing else makes me still awake until this faint hour [¬¬].
Life is goes on, nothing better than a half week of Seminary and lots of time without a clue what the hell I'm doing here in University, at least the computer can change my mind, I thank Eru for it everynight.
*nerd proud*

I was reading some Underworld fanfics from myst_walker - oh cheri, I dreamt I was in 18 century France! I was running and I found your home (???) but you wasn't there! - wishing_wounds and freya, I have to admit it! They really inspire me every time I wrote anything to Yuri Fics [^.^]
I cannot forget millieweasley and silvernatasha for all the Fleur/Hermione fics, yay! You guys rocks!
Such lovely girls who like to let the imagination flows to all the secrets desires of our souls...
*wow, she says something poetic*
And I'm glad for boys do not write yuri fics, they're too much perv to it [¬¬] no offense but they are...

No, I didn't make any icon this week, you guys can have a bliss moment without my dummy icons, but soon I'll make some about the only one bad guy I respect on this Earth: Lord Thomas Senile Cachetic Servolo or Marvolo Riddle. He rox even being old enough to get rest, I can't wait 'til the #5 HP movie and can't wait 'til the "last" HP book - cause J.K. Rowling will NOT end the HP Saga, of corrs, she wouldn't!
*possessive HP fan mood on*

I just remember, I have to read the Odissey, goddamit, I suffer the "5th chapter's curse", I just can't go on with the book, I stopped on 5th and just can't, can't, can't!!! Jose Saramago and his 500 pages's book about Ricardo Reis, character from Fernando Pessoa - it's a loooong and chaotic story! - have to be readed 'til the end of this month and I dunno where I'll get time for all it...
*sighs*
But I stood 'til 2am writing fics, yeah, I'm a lazy elf...

My dog Hankloud doesn't stop to bark like a maddog and that's the turn when I think I'm gonna kill him like Hannibal Lecter, he just doesn't shut up [u.u] but I need some more patience and definitely I am not a good person to have pets, no I'm not!
But he amuses me all the time, he watches T.V. and when I closed the door, he barks to my open it [o.O], or when I'm on the kitchen listening to the radio, he stays outside snoring with calm songs - now I know what makes him sleep and stops to freaking me out. I have the clear idea that he gets enought from me and I get some of him, so is an harmonic existence, I bother him 'til he bites me and he bugs me 'til I put the radio on and he gets some sleep [^.^]
Is it bad? Am I a dog-torturer or something? I hope not, he'll take a lot from me, oh yeah, he will. *grins*
*he stops to bark cause I'm hearing Damien Rice*

MTV Live of this weekend was Strokes on London, the brandy new record, cool place, cool songs and I'm really exciting about what they do with a simple stage and huge amplifiers, it's wonderfull! My mom just love them and she sung "Last Night" all wrong but it was fun! Casablanca is incomparable with his low tune's voice and I just can't believe how he sings with the hand upon the microphone! I can't do it in my band, they would kill me - and sounds bad anyway! - but work for him [^.^] pretty nice...

Drowned World Tour DVD from Madonna rox too, she's amazing singer, she doesn't breathe between the verses - I wanna do it too! - and the way she leads the show is fantastic. I really really love "Substitute for love" and that was the begin-song of this show. Lovely, lovely, love!
There's a song I didn't know yet - having a great friend who is a great fan from her is really nice - "Paradise (not for me)", is so simple and soft lyrics, sure the French part in the end drove me out of my mind.
*haha, Cher and Beavis and Butt-Head - I got you on Mtv, haha*
Hilarious.

All right wish-list to movies:
[ ]Ultraviolet - Milla Jovovich, swords, Akira's mood and scenario, yay!
[ ]Pirates of the Caribbean 2 - How you mean the rum is gone?!
[ ]X-Men III - Yeah, it's gonna be really challenger, but the Comic's spirit lives!
[ ]Silent Hill - If my city, this endworld called Betinópolis, make it true, or I'll have some talk with Samael's Cult x__x
[ ]HP and the Order of Phoenix - Please? Please? Warner don't be rude and show off this movie 'til the end of this year, please?
[ ]Any movie with Cate Blanchett, Angelina Jolie, Kate Beckinsale or in my impossible dreams, some of Clémence Poésy?

Have a nice week darlings, I'll fry my brains with this week of Seminary and I wish this month be a bit more happy, I need some happiness to keep writing things!

I do nothing for my life so I made icons!

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 21:29:11 GMT

I know...
I cannot stop to do them, you guys can't take this things anymore, but!!!
I have some here, again.
Sorry n.n
*mood Fleur Delacour/Clémence Poésy obsessive fangirl on*
The icons:
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Oh thank you dollrock so very very much for this last pic!!!

And the banners (???)

*Fleur Delacour*

*Underworld / Selene*

==>Here it comes the... EVIL!!!

*Underworld / Selene*

*Xerota Corr is all for you baby*

*Silent Hill / Alessa*

*Haryel = Yeah, that's me*

*Clémence Poésy / Revelations*

Oh, oh! I got some All Star shoes!
And it's green, I'm soooooo happy but I'm still bored.

(...)after a quite hiatus of a week(...)

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 18:10:30 GMT

I'm back!!!
Oh my dear Lord Eru Ilúvatar, how I miss this place so muchly with every inch of my heart!
It's easy at all to be without you people u.u

Nham, what can I say, my vacation's week was a completely mess!
But, I made some quotes icons again...
My Eru I'll never stop to make them... ¬¬

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Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry... I'm not a good icon-maker anyway.
I'll pack my things and keep writing my book u.u

Iconzzzzeeessszzzz, my preccciousss

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 20:35:57 GMT

Yuppie!!! quiança feliz/happy child dance*
I've made some icons! They not to good, but I'm so proud to make them, haha! And haha again, cause you dare to take them, don't need to credit! ^.^
Here they are:
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#2 random quotes about Lord Voldemort#
#1 Selene - Underworld Movie#
#1 dedicated to Femmeslash#
#1 Elf - Nerwen's Child (That's for you mom galadrielnewen
And some signatures, some in Portugueses, others in English, please don't beat me. [u.u]

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#1 Serial Experience Lain - Keep your Secrets#
#1 Rachel Weisz in Constantine - 10 seconds and 10.000 lies#
#2 dedicated to CorrNaval - Mino e Irish Family#
#1 Fleur Delacour - Querido Papai Noel#
#1 Samara Morgan as South Park character#
#1 Corrs - I'll always wear black#

But when I got the Photoshop I'll dominate the entire world!!!
*evil laughs*

Para a PUC-MG

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 19:21:50 GMT

"Dear Pontifícia Universidade católica de Minas Gerais...
I wish you guys are playing a late trick on me with that thing in my job-contract."

Really. I dunno what the f*** that people wants from me!
I'd sign my job-contract, everything was fine, and I was reading the terms of service and all that burocratic stuff, and I saw this single sentence:
"who (PUC-MG) will paid R$20,00 per month..."
TF? TF? TF?

I couldn't questioned what the hell was going on cause my superior teacher wasn't there, but!!!
I said I would sign later and goddamit, I won't sign this thing!
They gotta be kidding me, just can be!

Edit: They wrote wrong numbers on the contract [¬¬] now I'm fine.

The only thing that amused me this day was this:

Nice soundtrack by Fiachra Trench (They made the Corrs Unplugged!), nice location (Yay, Ireland Pride 4ever!), nice story and nice actors, thought they don't have a f****** clue what is like to play a violin, a bódhran or anything else, but was cool, and Andrea Corr was there, so that's it!

Ps: Why the Irish people speak the word "fuck" too many times?
I just wanna know, cause maybe I have to speak "fuck" like them. Fuck, say it again, fuck.
*i'm completely mad*

(me sings: This boy... lalala... wants you back again...)

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 19:04:42 GMT

Okaoa. This night I dreamt I've lost all my blood... To a damn vampire! It's not funny, even I amused myself with this fainted idea about vampires and so-so, but it wasn't funny at all. I think i'm getting paranoid about this whole thing of low pressure and exams and sharp needles. Baby crying, that's what I am, everyone tries to keep me calm, but nheh, I can't, I won't, change the subject please.
*happy elvrish dance*
I'm doing the best thing I ever done before - and always did, but not to seriously like now - I'm writing the first Book of my life, my own scenery, own characters, the story is the same (Ya know, epic battles for peoples freedom and lots of allusions of greek mithology!), the OLD story in the book, I have to admit, but it's all fun! We can't live without these things, right?
Unfortunately I'm a lazy. I'm writing in Portuguese, so I believe a few persons will read it before it goes publishing - I'm dreaming soooo loud as I can dream ¬¬ - and I believe until I write all this down... Well... It'll take some time, 3 years at least (If Professor Tolkien spent 14 years writing Lord of the Rings, I can do it too!)
I born for it, I've absolutaly sure I born to write. It's the only certain I have - the death is not an option - and I want to put all my strength on it. Song of the week, I dunno why, but I just can't stop to sing it:

That boy took my love away
Oh, he'll regret it some day
But this boy wants you back again

That boy isn't good for you
Though he may want you too
This boy wants you back again

Oh, and this boy would be happy
Just to love you, but oh, my, oh
That boy won't be happy
till he's seen you cry

This boy wouldn't mind the pain
Would always feel the same
If this boy gets you back again

This boy, this boy...
(Beatles - This boy)

*happy Elvrish dance again*
Thanks to everyone who wish my healthy!!!
You are my only hope when all the others lights goes out. Luv to all!!!
*hugs and kisses*
I should have a quite discussion about Beatles songs but I'm late to work, have to go.

(...did I have guts?... Potatoes in the bolotocks!)

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 21:57:45 GMT

Sick, pretty sick.
Low blood pressure.
I fainted a few time in my home, all alone (mommy's working!), BUT I got to hit the couch (thank God!).
Still dizzy and sick.
I don't wanna see the damn doctor.
I don't wanna that nurse taking my blood away from my veins.
I'm a crying baby.
*hits the head on the keyboards*
The hell am I doing in the Puc? I should be home right now, but I can't lose another Literature's class.

Bleh. Baday-baday.

Fanfiction Help!!!

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 21:31:51 GMT

(insert amounts of squeeee things over here)

A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realized
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

Come on in
I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you, so

A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover

Come on in
I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
And I’m tired I should not have let you go

I'm so happy right now...
I am a member of Kate Beckinsale Forum, there's only two Brazillians around there, pity, but there's sooooo many people there and honestly, I didn't know how this guy find me and ask if I can help him in an Underworld Fanfic he's making!!!
OMFG! He was so nice and gave me some MP, then he told me that the fanfic's scenario it would be São Paulo, here in Brazil and was about Amelia, the eldest Vampiress from the Covenant, and *caindo da cadeira* I probably passed out in my chair...
I just love Amelia (Btw, there's any website to Zita Görög???), I just love Underworld Fics and he's making a fic about my country!!!
I'll trade some emails with him, and please Nienna everything's gonna be alright I hope.

I'm so excited cause I prefer to hide my fanfics from the world, I keep them all for me, and sure I can tell you I just gave them to some few people to read (nham,3). Here it is a chance to show my artwork, nham?
Duuude I'm so lucky this week!!!
St. Patrick's letter did work!!!

And I read this Underworld Fanfic yesterday, and... I just have NO words to tell to this perfection. I wanna write like this!

My almost-twin brother (Yeah mom, I got another one! And he still wants to kiss you! x.x) made a song to me u.u, yep, sometimes he makes me confuse. "The Flower of my Court" is the name, he tried to put HER name on my elvish person, but I cannot even compare myself to Fleur Delacour *sighs*. Still I think he just want to irritate me, but I still confuse, he's too perfect, too bold and too awesome! I wonder if he really exists or it just my imagination O.o
I'll take his permission to transcripe the song lyrics here.
See it? I'm happy, I'm happy! And I wrote more songs ever than I used to!

Lying in the desk
this is my final letter
Confusing words
lines, feeling, read it
But you don't

A piece of paper,
a piece of my own heart
A pattern sigh of a heather
a shattered thought
Read it, but you don't

A glimpse of a broken mind
a half-word telled
Oh, there's a trash can over there
Toss it, but you don't

Why? Cause you cares, you don't, you won't
Toss it, not read it, just another letter
A supid storyteller
wasting your precious time

Read it, toss it
But you don't
xxHaryelxx

No kitty it's my pie!

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 20:01:47 GMT

I got nothing to tell by now. I saw Underworld Evolution - thank eru, you don't forget this country again! - and have great times with my almost-twin-brother Daniels Hydora Riodran, dude, it's a looong story...

Owww.
Thanks julielennon for this site over here and make a South Park puppet for me, squeeee 4u darling!

That's me trying to get Lord Voldemort and give him too much suffer and pain. Of Corrs I'll not do that! I'm a Slytherin's heart! I can't kick my boss! Not now... u.U ... Let Harry kick him first on the 7th book and then I kick him later... But I loved the red saberlight, noone will argue if it is not an wander, do they? Oh, became a icon, why? I dunno, but it was sooo cute.^^

Me singing. Previous Light I guess, "I've been loved for all night" stuff like that...

And that one was Julie made for me!!! Squeee again cause I loved it so muchly!

An I dreamt I was the youngest sibling of the Corrs! OMFG! And Sharon was soooo nice to me, and I sat on Andrea's lap, hehehe, I was like 11 years old, trying to play the keyboards but Jim always kick me off from there - u.U, but it was fun!!!

xx this is my letter to this day xx

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 18:48:25 GMT

Dear St. Patrick,

I guess you don't know me, but I'm a really really huge fan of your blessed country. I like all of your culture and the green fields too. I like the weather, the Irish people, the Irish bands and I really really think I am Irish,though my mom says "no" about my birth's place and my real dad, that I supposed to be an Irish singer.
My country, here-Brazil, doesn't have ANY church to you, and it's makes me upset sometimes. Guinness is sold for $9,80 a can - it is really really expensive, dear St. - I can't have Irish parties as I wish to and my band is trying to do some Irish songs to our first album.

Today, in Your day, my day has been so annoyed, dear St., things getting worse, my grandma went to a Hospital, my mom forget the cellphone, so I can't have NO idea where she is and I have a Latim test this night, and really really, I dunno a fuck about it.

So I came in this letter, dear St., for You just say Mandos to stop to pinch my head everytime that something very very good it's about to happen with me. He's a stupid lad, he doesn't like Irish kids and even more fake-elvish-irish kids.

I hope I enjoy this day, and I hope You hear my wish.

Cheers Darlings!

Ps: You are so nice to me and my family and I like this.
Ps II: Please, bless everyone who I love and I adore.

Edit by Danwells: OMFG,OMFG!!! Underworld Evolutions is here in my city!!! Thanks St.Patrick for this addicional wish!!!
Edit again: Oh I almost forgot! Happie Birthday to Caroline Corr, my favorite Drummer Corr - there's just one right? XD.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 00:07:31 GMT

So she says: "so..do you hate me?....i will love you forever...even you like it or not. i love you sweet heart."
And I said: "I hurt me too much, I'm getting out."

O.o

I'm cold-heart and she loves me only by email.
I want to kill her. Now. I need.